10 Years - Wasteland

Change my attempt good intentions

Crouched over
You were not there
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce
Obvious tears
But I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
And please see
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt

Die, withdraw
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red

Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I

Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
but I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help

Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I

Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I

Heave the silver hollow sliver
Piercing through another victim
Turn and tremble be judgmental
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste
Eventually you'll one day know

Change my attempt good intentions
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition

Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Should I, could I

10 Years - Beautiful

Beauty over wisdom to fit in with this time
Your Cinderella stories, full of price
Vanities of business built to please the unique
Silicon and stars collide; the rest will fall at night

[Chorus:]
Just as beautiful as you are
Its so pitiful what you are
You should have seen this coming all along

Visioning are stimulating to my eyes
Your Cinderella syndrome, full of lies
Your insecurities are concealed by your pride
Pretty soon your eager will kill what’s left inside

[Chorus]

(Beautiful)
It’s so pitiful what you are (Pitiful)
As beautiful as you are
(Should have seen)
You should have seen this coming all along

You’re everything that’s so typical
Maybe you’re alone, for reason
You’re the reason

So pitiful what you are
Should have seen this coming all along
(Beautiful)
Just as beautiful as you are
(Pitiful)
So pitiful what you are
(Should have seen)
Should have seen this coming all along
(Beautiful)
Its so pitiful what you are
(Pitiful)
As beautiful as you are
(Should have seen)
Should have seen this coming all along

10 Years - Waking Up

Distance and space allow emotions to age into faith
Our bodies may end up alone but close

Are you there can you hear me
Are you there can you feel me

Just in the way all your fingertips touch me
They are healing
One day we'll all fall prey

Are you there can you hear me
Are you there can you feel me

Waking up good morning to you my dear
I'm waking up enduring my biggest fears of
Distance away (a weight) distance away

Are you there can you hear me
Are you there can you feel me

Waking up good morning to you my dear
I'm waking up enduring my biggest fear love

10 Years - The Recipe

Lives swallow the infatuation
Cleverly seduced
Evil's in the stink of you
Rise and fall we decompose

Rest against the sore
Push breath and pull
Ripping out compassion
Instincts adapting
Sin sings a moan
In slides night
Unite and spread the heart apart
And smile of pain

I can't show my true embrace
Now that you're subdued
I begin to weaken you
Rise and fall we decompose

Prey on the masses
Conscience relapses
The less we think and
more we drink our actions are casual
While sin sings a moan

Lives swallow the infatuation
Cleverly seduced
Evil's in the stink of you
Rise and fall
We decompose

Distance is safer than trust
Honestly honesty's a fable in love
Calloused
Shedding skin I start to grin as malice
Becomes my fuel

I can't show my true embrace
Now that you're subdued
I begin to weaken you
Rise and fall we decompose

Shedding skin I start to grin as malice
Becomes my fuel

10 Years - Through The Iris

Cherish
Two circular views of blue with a gray shade
So captivating
More than you know

False perceptions
That brought forth these questions of
Truth, love and hope
Now that you're injuring
I carry you with me just
Please hold on

Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris

Love's not all lost
But it's nailed to my cross
And crucified all that I've held on
To be awaiting
Anti***ting a touch such as yours

False affection
A spawn of neglecting
A love, lust, hoax
Please understand me
That now where you're standing
Is closer then I'd hoped

Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris

Your Iris
Your Iris

Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through the iris

Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
A new iris

10 Years - Paralyzing Kings

The death of a king
Alluring lassos slide on so smooth
Tension made of razors
Dragging across you
The flushing of eyes
Couldn't cleanse your abrasions
Deep inside consumed with guilt
I'm clothed in a bed of blankouts
Dream suspicious strangers over night

Righteous pharisees befriending
Silent movements mar reinjuring God
The taste of absent minded actions outweigh forgiveness

Briding a widow in spite of her venom
I've failed to mention your soul
Three becoming two
Such a left in criminal
Only the mind of the temptress knows
Actions are my remorse for amnesia

Righteous pharisees befriending
Silent movements mar reinjuring God
The taste of absent minded actions outweigh forgiveness

So close to healing the weak
Turning into the enemy
Paralyzing kings

We are so self
Righteous pharisees befriending
Silent movements mar reinjuring God
The taste of absent minded actions outweigh forgiveness

10 Years - Prey

One at a time
One in the same
One is the time
That remains
Snip back the weak before they give away
I'm twisted in knots from hard work and strain

I've been waiting so long for this time
I'm terrified
Blind in ways I've never realized
I don't mind

All at a time
All in the same
Califormula
I've become prey
Strolling down
In my face
These tears I'm not crying
This will not kill me

I've been waiting so long for this time
I'm terrified
Blind in ways I've never realized
I don't mind

To do this right
We must realize
Everyone kneads equally

I've been waiting so long for this time
I'm terrified
Blind in ways I've never realized
I don't mind

10 Years - Seasons To Cycles

How small do you want me to be
Weighed in the balance left lonely
So much can be said through silence
As hard as it seems
All that we need is to close to be seen

Our lives
You build your walls for me to climb
A billion walls for me to climb
You build your walls for me to climb

Travels the very nature we'll live in
Seasons to cycles children to men
Mislead and misread
Company or companion
With all of our hearts we follow our dreams
Slightly out of reach

Our lives
You build your walls for me to climb
A billion walls for me to climb
You build your walls for me to climb

10 Years - The Autumn Effect

Casting a cool breeze
Supplied by the Autumn
Question where it went wrong
Climbing Jacob's ladder
Climbing Jacob's ladder
Kindly could you re-evaluate
Autumn's animated growth

Autumn indicates the death of beauty as we know
Autumn indicates the death of beauty as we know
Keep on fighting one died from burning at his throat
Autumn swiftly stole the breath of body, mind and soul

Try and come to willingly embrace
Kharma's kiss of withering decay
Death feeds, Hell breeds
Subside in the Autumn

Autumn indicates the death of beauty as we know
Autumn indicates the death of beauty as we know
Keep on fighting one died from burning at his throat
Autumn swiftly stole the breath of body, mind and-

Silent beauty
No one cares
Silent ending
No one is there

10 Years - Fault Line

I felt you cut free turning cold shoulders to me
Growing blame lines communicating lies
Nothing more to trust fallacies of love
Killing all that holds you

Bring me back to this what you said useless
Leave me I'll shed my skin these scars will mend

Don't worry about me the heart is supposed to bleed
Purity is drained
Help each other die
I see it, I see it in your eyes
Killing all that holds you

Bring me back to this what you said useless
Leave me I'll shed my skin these scars will mend

Eyes twitch and lies itch of nervous
Eyes twitch and lies itch from a nervous ending
Innocence is ugly in the one who is guilty

Bring me back to this what you said useless
Leave me I'll shed my skin these scars will mend

10 Years - Insecsts

Hindered by innocence
The timid turn to prey
Swallowed in her smile
Unaware
Turning ears deaf to pain
Willing and weak are one in the same
Watch as your rapid seasons start to change
All of the seasons that fought you
All of the reasons that got you here in the first place

Love in time grows stagnant
The innocence we have lost
New grains of time will not rewind

Injuries strain from her perfect art of guile
Swindling her space
In despair
Shed a tear of mock sincerity
Condescending hearts can display
Cracks as your zone if comfort starts to fray
Humbling to sit back and watch through
All of the actions that got you
Clearly no mercy

Love in time grows stagnant
The innocence we have lost
New grains of time will not rewind

Through patience I'm viewing from outside
Such a shame your pride
Left you in a state of pure denial

Love in time grows stagnant
The innocence we have lost
New grains of time will not rewind

10 Years - Cast It Out

Casted out I'm watching your eyes
Casting out my visions of nine
Blacking out
Casted out I'm watching your eyes bleed dry

Touch with frustrated lips
Love is like starting over
With every step engraving the problems of memories

Casted out I'm watching your eyes
Casting out my visions of nine
Blacking out
Casted out I'm watching your eyes bleed dry

Drunks on failures regrets
Letters of silence confess burdens within
Speaking as loneliness listens
While hopelessly feeling

Casted out I'm watching your eyes
Casting out my visions of nine
Blacking out
Casted out I'm watching your eyes bleed dry

There's a definite pattern to our behavior
Somehow the end draws us closer

Casted out I'm watching your eyes
Casting out my visions of nine
Blacking out
Casted out I'm watching your eyes bleed dry

Blacking out
Cast it out

10 Years - Empires

Sky cities scrape the lining of heaven
Beneath this vast region
Manifest destination
Leaves us fast erasing

Days pass
Time flies
You don't realize
Today you waste

This dying youth of beauty and pleasure evaporates
Lives are connected to lasting obsessions that become possessions of waste
While buying the next new fashion that's fed to enslave this land of the free

Days pass
Time flies
You don't realize
Today you waste

Don't be so surprised

Days pass
Time flies
You don't realize
Today you waste

10 Years - Shoot It Out

Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now

Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now

Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want a little more
You can be rest assured
You give them all you got and you give them a little more
And never even know what for

They feed and they suck until you're unconscious
It's never enough, they kill your subconscious

I'm ready to die

Will you kill what's left of me to stop the bleeding?
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Suffocate integrity till I'm not breathing
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now

Feed them, fucking starve them, keep begging a little more
Feed them, fucking starve them, keep begging a little more

Feed them, fucking starve them, keep begging a little more
I'm not gonna be your whore
Load it, cock it, pull it, refuse to be ignored
I'm not gonna fight your war

All the distractions kill the compassion
Suddenly fame has lost its attraction

I'm ready to die

Will you kill what's left of me to stop the bleeding?
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Suffocate integrity till I'm not breathing
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now

Feeding the wolves, don't you know better?
Feeding the wolves, the taste of blood is bitter

Feeding the wolves, you're feeding the wolves
Feeding the wolves, don't you know better?
Feeding the wolves, you're feeding the wolves
Feeding the wolves, the taste of blood is bitter

Will you kill what's left of me to stop the bleeding?
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Suffocate integrity till I'm not breathing
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now

Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now, now
Shoot it, shoot it out 'cause they want it, want it now!

10 Years - Silhouette of a Life

Forced myself to sleep last night
Woke up to all white
Saw all the tears and cries
Screamed out with no reply
Nirvana dreams were never right
When crossing to the other side
It's too late to take this back
This accidental exit

Now what's in store for a
Soul with premature
Wings that will never soar
For what they're made for

Why we wingless angels fall
We'll die if our wings don't grow at all
So tell me why we wingless angels fall
We'll die if our wings don't grow at all

Life is always strange
Signs lie wondering
Mental sodomy
This can't be happening

So tell me why we wingless angels fall
We'll die if our wings don't grow at all
So tell me why we wingless angels fall
We'll die if our wings don't grow at all

10 Years - The Wicked Ones

She, she is the love that you make and break
And he, he is the drug that you hate to pray
Tonight I am the light of your name to praise
And you, you are the one that we want a name

Who will convince us?
The wickeds will
Who condemn us?
The Wickeds will
Who will defend us?
The wickeds will
Always

We are the wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones who adore you
The wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones will destroy you
We are the lost of your innocence
We are the wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones hurrying for you

We, we are the scar of the skin again
Massive line to wondering eyes waiting, waiting to be
Bastard eyes, manipulize
Selling clones of every kind

Who will convince us?
The wickeds will
Who condemn us?
The Wickeds will
Who will defend us?
The wickeds will
Always

We are the wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones who adore you
The wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones will destroy you
We are the lost of your innocence
We are the wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones (the wicked ones)

Kill yourself to save yourself from yourself
Kill yourself to save yourself from yourself
Kill yourself to save yourself from yourself

Before you become one of us
Before you become one of us

We are the wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones who adore you
The wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones will destroy you
We are the lost of your innocence
We are the wicked, the wicked, the wicked ones (the wicked ones)

You will become one of us

10 Years - Waking Up the Ghost

No one knows the secrets that I keep
No one knows what's in my head
I can't control the other side of me
I have lost my breath

Breaking the pulse of a steady beat
Pleading for sanity
The voices calling out my name
Now I'm afraid that

I, I'm waking up the ghost
Not digging up the memories that were dead to me
Now, now I'm getting close
Closer to the enemy that's inside of me

Under the skin, the soul of the guilty
Under the surface, lonely lies
Under the weight the sin is
Eating me alive

No mercy, no forgiveness
Condemn to my own hell
The voices calling out my name
Now I'm afraid that

I, I'm waking up the ghost
Not taking out the memories that were dead to me
Now, now I'm getting close
Closer to the enemy that's inside of me

Woah, woah!
Woah, woah!

I, I'm waking up the ghost
And digging up the memories that were dead to me

I am waking up the ghost
And digging up the memories that were dead to me
Now, now I'm getting close
Closer to the enemy that's inside of me

Woah, woah!
Woah, woah!

10 Years - Don't Fight It

I wanna know what you really think of me
I wanna feel all the pain that sets you free
These waves of doubt are drowning me
Gone are the days when this was easy

Buried in the past so many moments I want back
Tomorrow doesn't hold onto yesterday

If I fall back into you
Don't fight it, don't fight it
Show me what we've got to lose
Don't hide it, don't hide it
Memories stuck in my head
All the things I should have said
If I fall back into you
Don't fight it, don't fight it

I wanna know after all these lessons learned
If there's a road from these the bridges the we burned
I need to know if you still want me
Want to me show how much I need you

Buried in the past so many moments I want back
Tomorrow doesn't hold onto yesterday

If I fall back into you
Don't fight it, don't fight it
Show me what we've got to lose
Don't hide it, don't hide it
Memories stuck in my head
All the things I should have said
If I fall back into you
Don't fight it, don't fight it

Gone are all the days of this was easy
Tomorrow can't hold onto yesterday

If you come right back to me
I won't fight it, I won't fight it
Show me what you need from me
Don't hide it, don't hide it

If I fall back into you
Don't fight it, don't fight it
Show me what we've got to lose
Don't hide it, don't hide it
Memories stuck in my head
All the things I should have said
If I fall back into you
Don't fight it, don't fight it

10 Years - Fade Into (the Ocean)

Broken shoulders resting on my back
Overloaded with a weighed stack
Higher and higher
Time runs tired

Silence falls into the deafening
Sirens of my own epiphany
Silence falls into the deafening
Sirens of my own epiphany

My own mortality

Here I lie with my regrets
Possessions petty meaningless
You are my medicine
Healing me with tenderness

Don't go, don't go
Don't go, don't go
Don't go, don't go

I don't know, don't go
I don't know, don't go
I don't know, don't go
I don't know what is happening

What is happening

Broken body crumbles into dust
Weight is lifted sending me with love
Higher and higher
Time expired

The siren calls, re awakening
Passing on into eternity
The siren calls, re awakening
Passing on into eternity

Cry no more for me

Crossing through
Fade into
Crossing through
Fade into
Crossing through
Fade into
Crossing through
Fade into the light

Fade into the light

Crossing through
Fade into the light
Crossing through
Fade into the light

10 Years - Fix Me

It's taken a lifetime to lose my way
A lifetime of yesterdays
All the wasted time on my hands turns to sand
And fades in the wind

Crossing lines, small crimes
Taking back what is mine

I'm fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I'm right where I should be
Don't try and fix me
I'm fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I'm right where I should be
Don't try and fix me

So lost for so long to find to my way
I failed to follow, I'm out of place

Crossing lines, small crimes
Taking back what is mine

I'm fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I'm right where I should be
Don't try and fix me
I'm fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I'm right where I should be
Don't try and fix me

I'm fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I'm right where I should be
Don't try and fix me

I'm fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I'm right where I should be
Don't try and fix me
I'm fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I'm right where I should be
Don't try and fix me
I'm fine in the fire
I feed on the friction
I'm right where I should be
Don't try and fix me