Across Five Aprils - Blue Eyed Suicide

I built up the walls one break at a time.
We broke down the walls one brick at a time.
But infatuation cuts quick and you sharpen the knife.
A smile can only get you so far, blue eyed suicide.
I was willing to throw it all away but you couldn't decide.
A smile can only get you so far, blue eyed suicide.
These walls will be higher next time you try to break them and break in.
Your existence it burns my eyes.
Everytime I try and close them.
I thought that things were different this time around.
I thought I found someone who meant what they said.
Beyond four letters, beyond four letters.
I guess I thought that things were different this time around
I thought I found someone who meant what they said.
Beyond four letters, beyond four letters.
I guess I thought that things were different this time around

Across Five Aprils - Pawn Shop Promises

Trading 19 years for 19 minutes (following the trends).
Clinging with empty fists your falling in it (this cycle never ends).
Wanting to not want this yet living out tomorrows regret.
Regretting to not forget the stuff that comes with it
but you're feeling so special I bet.
Why are you so proud that you took.
Away this gift from the one she'll truely care for?
How do you testify on giving up the one thing you had to lose.
How would you rest if I how would you rest if I said I want to trade it all and be there for you.
How would you rest if I testified on you.
Don't give up, don't give in, hold on.
Don't give up, don't give in, be strong.
This is one more chance.