9 Days - Twisted Circle

One step
around around
Give me your courage
to walk to full length
athame in hand
flame at my heart
gather my sisters
In the circle
Merry Meet
And Merry Part
Whispering riddles
capturing tales
understand feelings
creating new fables
Consecrate the tools
of where the magick lies
to open up the portal
through which we see demise
Sisters of the circle
Twisted winding roads
you fill that empty cave
the feeling that I'm alone

9 Days - Funeral For A Love

Blood roses my bed
your sugar my hour
this is the moment
this is the Tower
Dressed in your jewels
Your ribbons and lace
Painted with seasons
Winter, my face
One thing missing
One thing I own
My gown of red blood
my place of "alone"
Cut at the plastic
which covers my flesh
Give me your reasons
Give me what's left
I run in the meadow
where I was sheltered and fed
to find someone living
before I was dead
I ran to his mother
who sent me away
I ran to his father
weakened and gray
I lay in the flowers
which covered my wounds
and wept for my lover
and cursed the power of the moon
my breathing was slow
heavy and cold
I felt the pain of sorrow
the pain of the old
I sent a soul down
to bring me back home
So I could go on
In this hell all alone
Welcome to the funeral for a love
welcome to me eternity
welcome to the home of every fear
welcome to the death
of a body
of a soul
of an entity
(whisper)
i never meant to let you down
I never meant to be so weak
I never meant to be so insignificant
I never meant to not be what you wanted
I never meant to not trust you
I never meant to harm you
I never meant to make you cry
It was never meant for me to die

9 Days - He Never Meant

I know
I know dear.
I know
I know you never meant to hurt me.
I know you love me
even when you're mad
I know you love me
I know what you did to me
doesn't make you bad
I know you love me
I know you don't love her
It didn't mean anything ... you ... didn't mean to
hurt
me
I know.
I know you didn't mean to make me cry
You didn't mean to hurt me
You didn't let me die
I know
I know I'm nothing
without you I'm nothing
I know I need you
I know
I believe you...
I know you will come back
someday
I know
you never meant
to hurt me
you never meant..
you...
you didn't let me die...

9 Days - Juniper

I speak to you mother
I ask for your hand
I pray for your spirit to guide me
In this circle
I feel your warmth
And I see your glow
in the moon
Juniper bushes
burning tonight
invoking your brushes
of warm summer nights
Juniper bushes
the heart of the fair
Calming the winds
which carry the sounds of my lyre
Mother I'm calling you
out from the seas
Out from the stars
To guide and protect me
Mother I'm calling you
Out from the seas
Out from the stars
So mote it be

9 Days - Love

Shave off your skin
Pluck out every hair
salt and needles
replace
hysterical laughter
as you look in the mirror
hysterical weeping
screaming
fear
Love me Love me
Or I will be all alone
Kiss me Kiss me
gather my bones
burn me burn me
cut out my eyes
Love me my darling
Feed me with lies

9 Days - Regret

You finger tips
your touch
every little movement
regret
Your eyes so wild
your voice
a muses song
regret
you capture me
sweeping paint
over a canvas
regret
you frighten me
your red lipstick
and your purple eyes
regret
I never meant to hurt you
oh no...
I never meant to cut you
your darker side has left me
oh no...
He coming out of mushroom cakes
Your glass cheeks
and bitter tongue
still sweet
regret
I never meant to hurt you
oh no...
I never meant to cut you
your darker side has left me
oh no...
He coming out of mushroom cakes
I never meant to hurt you
oh no...
I never meant to cut you
your darker side has left me
oh no...
He coming out of mushroom cakes

9 Days - The Room

Black spider
Crash
pain, sting, pain, sting
Black mother
eyes of red blood
Nailed to the walls
A Scream
Crash
Black spider covers my face
pain, sting, pain, sting
Mother looks at me
Burning red eyes
Into my skin
Burning red blood
help me mother
Crash
Bloody and broken
left forever
in
the room

9 Days - Yankee Noddle-Boy

Yankee Noddle-boy
went to town
a riding on a telephony
he stuck his weewee in his hand
and got arrested for showing his bony

9 Days - A Cold New Year

It's been buried inside me
please don't let me go home
the pain of a new day
Present, past, eternity
Youth Was so cold
clocks now unwind my beauty
things have changed
my body is growing old
What a Cold new year
The pain, if it stays
will kill me in all
so I can get out of here
what a cold new year
the pain, if it stays
will kill me in all
So I can get out of here
out of here...

9 Days - Dance

Dance with me moonlight
on a floor made of sky
Dance with me darling
Protect my spirits flight
Dance with me moonlight
Before your bad side wakes
Before the sun rises up
before I feel the pain of the fight
Dance with me
for my lover won't move
He never forgave
Dance with me
for my lovers asleep
cold in his grave
dance with me
dance with me
dance until I die

9 Days - Fallen

Darken my eyes
With innocence
And Capture my life
In a red paper box
I've fallen from this world
Fallen from reality
And broken my wings
Spreading out our history
over thorns and nails
My little child
My little child
help me
I've fallen
(Whisper)
You break me
with your porcelain hands
You take me
to painful lands
You break me
Into tears and blood
Did you want me?
Did you want my love?