5 Days Ahead - Never Right

What am I supposed to say? You just up'ed and ran away.
What am I supposed to do? You told me you wanted to hear the truth.
I know that it hurt you, and I'm sorry for that fact.
But I wanted to be straight up. There's no way I can take it back.
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I hate to see you crying, but this had to happen.
I'm sorry I broke your heart. I know you probably hate me.
I hate to see you crying, but this had to happen.
I'm sorry I broke your heart. It was never right from the start.
Go ahead and call me a prick. I probably deserve it.
Didn't want to push something fake, so I said what I had to say.
I hope that we can be friends, but that's only in my dreams.
From that first kiss, I knew you were deceived.
What else could I say? I didn't want to live a lie.
I couldn't parade around like everything's alright.
Instead I chose the truth. That's how much I cared for you.
Now you hate me. You wish that I'd just die.

5 Days Ahead - Left Out

We used to be such good friends. Never had to worry, you had my back.
We told ourselves we'd never change, it'd never end
I should have known it was all a charade, and you'd desert me.
You got a new group of plastic friends
Left me out in the cold, looking through the window
But I guess that's what happens when popularity's not on your side
I'll leave you to your synthetic dream, I'll be fine
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I guess this is how it feels to be a 3rd wheel, a broken crutch, you just throw it in the trash
(A third wheel that you just throw out in the trash)
Never mind me, I'll take the next train out of town and take with me the painful memories of the past
You'll be back again when you realize they don't care about you
You'll knock on the door, but should I let you in
How long until you walk over me again, if I forgive you
I've packed my things, I'm leaving here. Look me up in a phone book if you even care...
(If I died tomorrow would you even care)

5 Days Ahead - Introduction

[Pete:] So ill just call you tomorrow i guess
[Girl:] I dont think this is going to work out
[Pete:] Why? Whats wrong? What do you want?
[Girl:] I just dont want you.
[The song playing in the background is Losers Anthem By Smash Adams Kevin's old band Featuring Ken of The Starting line Ken and his band are currently on Drive Thru Records. ]

5 Days Ahead - When You Cry

Highschool crush so true. I wish I could have told you. I've waited too long. I finally did one night. I asked you to dance and you laughed in my face. Then to make it worse, on went the lights. When your heart breaks I'll be there to laugh in your face, like you did to me. When you're moping down the stairs
I'll be there to push you. Maybe you'll land on your head. I hope that your heart breaks every time someone looks at you. I hope you always feel how I felt that night when you made me lower than the dirt on your shoes. I heard you wanted to apologize, but two words don't wipe out six years. And I never will let you forget it. And every night I hope you cry out your eyes. Every time I saw you, I felt nauseous. And I still do.
Every time you cry, it makes my day. I hope you're crying right now. (Every time it makes my day.)

5 Days Ahead - Valentine

You say those words to me, but do you know what they mean? Or is it just because? Yesterday you were normal, today you're oh so happy. What the hell is going on? You tell me this is a special day and I don't really care. You want me to tell you everything. There's a secret I gotta share. I don't wanna be your valentine. I'd rather bleed until I die. I don't care if you cry or not. Cause I'll still be the same. Why can't you understand? I don't wanna be your valentine. It makes no sense to tell someone you love them just because it's Valentine's Day. I'd rather hang out with my friends and bomb couples with Chiclets til they ran away. You tell me this is a special day and I don't really care. You want me to tell you everything. There's a secret I gotta share. Call me anti-love. (I won't be there to find.) Call me a stupid jerk.
(Don't even waste your time to try and figure out what you can do to change my mind.) Try everything you can. It's never gonna work. You can kiss me under the stars. Say I'm always in your heart. It's not gonna change a single thing. You can kiss me under the stars. Say I'm always in your heart. You'll still hear me say I don't wanna be your valentine...

5 Days Ahead - So Much For Plan A

I'm giving up. Never gave up on anything before in my life. Congratulations. Because of you I'm believing love is a lie. You tell a girl the truth, that you're falling for her and she rips out your heart, and throws it on her shelf and you never get it back. It's too much for me (I'm giving up) Too many times I've had to stitch up the wounds. I'm taking myself off the field. You'll never hear me say I love you. I remember the time you were impatiently waiting for me to kiss you. And I was nervous cause I didn't know what you would do. Would you lean over and use me? Get what you wanted and dispose of me? (Or would our love finally be real?) Or would love finally be real? And we'd live together happily. Fat chance. Sometimes I still think about you. Remember those fun times we had. And those holidays of hell you put me through, run constantly through my head. Thank you for rejection left under my tree. My New Year's resolution is to never date another girl. Another girl like you. Never date another girl like you. I'm throwing in the towel. I'm giving up. Never again. You'll never hear me say I love you. So much for plan A.

5 Days Ahead - Remember Me

I remember that smile on your face. You moved so far away. Still I whisper your name. I sent you a postcard. Lyrics to our favorite songs. You said you never saw it. And I'm fading farther away from you.
(Fading so far away.) I fly to your satelite sending signals to you. (You're still too far away.) Empty space, you're nowhere to be found. Whatever road I take seems endless. You're never there. Am I gone? Will you be there again? Am I gone? I wish in your heart you'd remember me.

5 Days Ahead - One Second Late

Sun rises on another gloomy day. Again I'm dressed in black, it's not healthy to feel this way. Constant fear running through my head. Dreams turn to nightmares I wake in a pool of tears. And everyday I feel I'm losing you. Please wait. (So I hold it inside and I will not let you go now.) I'm not ready to say goodbye now. Please stay. You're slipping through my fingers again. I watch another frail piece of you wither away.
I try to sleep. Is this only a dream? I pray this is only a dream. I pray this is only a dream. Is this the part where we say goodbye? I'll try to hold it in. It's just so hard.