Abatoir - Darkadia

I've lived in this world for years
Still looking for a place Where I won't
Blame myself for every sin in my life
Maybe in another day I'll escape with you

Holding onto a distant memory
Of a world that once knew peace
Only wounds mar my burnt skin now
Why won't this immense pain end?


I tried to live in agreement with myself
And look what remains of me
Only some crumbs and the hope
That I can start again... now


Crying, Screaming for eternity
Losing ground under my feet
Feeding Idun by my pain and suffering
Only to escape from my path of grief

Waiting, hoping for words I know
Will not reach my bleeding soul
Feeding Idun by my pain and suffering
Only to find a path to death

Abatoir - Dystopia

Living here
Crushed by fear
Why do they feed
When I bleed
I want to know
Why I belong here

And I run
Into new Sun
It must be near
Clearly now I feel
Just like the one
God's burning sun

We all live in this Dystopia
No one is free from fear
Want to fly up to the Moon
But We are still chained here

Social hell
Brooding well
Frantic eyes
Swallowing lies
The sum of my fears
Allows me to kill

Abatoir - One of Us

Once in a forlorn time
Was born someone
Who could see more than we
He tried to
change the world
But no one would
Listen to him
So his gift began to change

Blind eyes cannot erase me
Deaf ears cannot hear me
You'll never scare me
No, you'll never scare me

Changing in
Into a Curse
No one wants to care
About his name and words he said
So he became forsaken
Loosing his way
Trying to find
An answer in his faith

Blind eyes cannot erase me
Deaf ears cannot hear me
You'll never scare me
No, you'll never scare me

Abatoir - Place to Hide (Part I)

There's a place that is so wide
That you can't see the end
Here the wind will dry your tears
And the Sun can consoles your fragile heart

I dont have a place to hide
So I try to run - goodbye
I'm disappearing into your eyes
Will I find or lose my pride?

Allow the rain to clense your sin
Smell of flowers engulfing you
Euphoric in harmony, now I know
Just how I need to be alone

This is what I feel inside
This is my place to hide

Abatoir - Shades of Grey

Now my head
Is just stuck
'Cos your mind
Is so blown up
Every day
A new fear
Just watch my
Life of fear

I was never weak like this
Shades of grey
Stop shouting into my face
Shades of grey

My scarred sky
Is just grey
Your sincerity
Is not real
Onto the next night
So sleepless
Just watch me
I'm faithless

Shades of grey
Surrounding me

Abatoir - At the End

After the smoke go down
When I find my mind
When I find my faith
We will never be the same

Let me pray for you
Make this paing go away
Make me die for you
To find some hidden hope
At the end

After the smoke go down
When I find myself
After I bury you
You'll never see the sunshine

Abatoir - Complaint

I mould from the middle
Cause I hear these words too often
And they're going behind me every time
Your next complaint will not reach me

I will rise and disappear
Into the darkened clouds
I swear - I can fly
Soaring through the burning sky
It's here I'll kill myself

Now I don't hear this shit
This pain don't touch me at least
This lie that was ruined by myself
I'll be free from myself, where nobody can reach me

Drink red wine in honour of peace
(Blood is being shed)
Pull my heart for this war to cease
(My heart won't stop)

Abatoir - Ambiency

I've never felt like this
Overwhelmed in my whole body
Summer steals the night's colours
The moon protects doubtful mankind

In december night
I will see the light
Clearly and careless
With hope, nobody will be alone

Toast and spit
Forget about breathing
Transparent bodies
Take you to the setllers

Emotional shiver
Cold as dew
Dawn, aurora
Blissful emptiness
Stuck in the middle
Of a new beginning