A Rain Soaked Romance - The Point in Trying

There's something on my mind
I just can't write it down
There's something I can't find
It'll never come around...
This thing makes me so blind
There's nothing I can do or say
I'll leave it all behind
And slowly make it go away

Everytime I look in this mirror
All I see is you, that thing you do
What's the point in trying to let it go?
Try to let you know, it's so hard to show
And now I'm stuck here, still living in fear

You've got me on my knees
You're all I really have
All I can say is "please"
This tears my heart in half...
I can't stop this disease
There's nothing I can do
I'll still lie here knowing
I can keep waiting for you

Everytime I look in this mirror
All I see is you, that thing you do
What's the point in trying to let it go?
Try to let you know, it's so hard to show
And now I'm stuck here, still living in fear

There's something on my mind
I just can't write it down
There's something I can't find
It'll never come around...

Never come around
It's tearing me down
All I see is you, that thing you do
And now I'm stuck here, still living in fear!

Everytime I look in this mirror
All I see is you, that thing you do
What's the point in trying to let it go?
Try to let you know, it's so hard to show
And now I'm stuck here, still living in fear

A Rain Soaked Romance - Thirteen

I can't sleep
And I feel so weak
I can't dream
I just want to scream...

And all these dreams, I've chased away
(The sickness is digging deep within)
It's getting harder to fight each day...

I am a girl, I'm only thirteen
My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat
I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream
I squeeze his heart... until it doesn't beat
(Until it doesn't beat...)

I always thought I'd get somewhere
Now I'm just living in despair...
I used to approve of myself...
... Now I'm just somebody else

And all these dreams, I've chased away
(The sickness is digging deep within)
It's getting harder to live each day...

I am a girl, I'm only thirteen
My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat
I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream
I squeeze his heart... until it doesn't beat
(Until it doesn't beat...)

"Will it ever beat again?" You'll ask me...
But I don't care, I just hope you're lonely...
...Lonely without me

And all these dreams, I've chased away
(The sickness is digging deep within)
It's getting harder to live each day...

I am a girl, I'm only thirteen
My body rots, 'cause I won't f*cking eat
I break these thoughts, in my lover's dream
I squeeze his heart... until it doesn't beat
(Until it doesn't beat...)

A Rain Soaked Romance - My Worst Critic

Sitting here
Writing my thoughts down on paper
Lacking fear
You're still wishing you could save her
When she's been saved by someone else

Soon you'll be walking through my door
I'm not lacking this fear anymore
I have to watch everything I do, now
All because my worst critic is you
My worst critic is you

Lost again
In the evil glares you give me
So much pain
I'm one of the rare things
That you would ever try to see

Soon you'll be walking through my door
I'm not lacking this fear anymore
I have to watch everything I do, now
All because my worst critic is you
My worst critic is you

Why can't you think better of me?
When will your thoughts ever change?
Who am I supposed to be?
My ideas changing constantly...
Changing constantly for you

Soon you'll be walking through my door...

I'm not lacking this fear anymore
I have to watch everything I do, now
All because my worst critic is you
My worst critic is you

A Rain Soaked Romance - On My Way Down

Such bitter words, for such a sweet talker
It's times like these, I wonder why I even bother
Trying to get to you...
It's like trying to swim through a tital wave everytime
And I want you...
To realize I'm trying to tell you, please just change your mind
And I need you...

Ocean currents, sending you away...
Away from here
I'll keep swimming, trying not to drown...
... In my fear
But for now, I'm on my way down

On my way down...

It was only days ago, we were walking on that shoreline
You'd tell me everything, I'd always tell you the same
And it's days like these, I'm wishing you were still mine
Now you're ignoring me, acting like I'm the one to blame...

Ocean currents, sending you away...
Away from here
I'll keep swimming, trying not to drown...
... In my fear
But for now, I'm on my way down

On my way down...

Look what you've left me with
There's nothing left to breathe
There's no one left to feel
There's no one left that's real
There's nothing left to say
And I'm slipping away...

Ocean currents, sending you away...
Away from here
I'll keep swimming, trying not to drown...
... In my fear
But for now, I'm on my way down

On my way down...

A Rain Soaked Romance - One Mistake I Made

I'm sitting here
Thinking of all the things you said now
I'm torn apart
By mistakes that I thought would help me
Lying face-down
Holding my head in my hands to see
Silence broken
With my words unspoken somehow

You said I have a need to be loved
Yeah, that's a need to be loved by you
And this one mistake I made last night
I'll do anything to make it right
To make this right again, to make it true

Can't stop writing
The things I could do to make myself better
No more fighting
The dreams I used to have about you at night
Barely breathing
My tears are slowly making me lose my site
Sacraficing
Almost every night we used to share together

You said I have a need to be loved
Yeah, that's a need to be loved by you
And this one mistake I made last night
I'll do anything to make it right
To make this right again, to make it true

All those kisses never ending my head
Now I'm lying silently in my bed
With you screaming in my head (screaming in my head)
All because of this one mistake I made, last night...

You said I have a need to be loved
Yeah, that's a need to be loved by you
And this one mistake I made last night
I'll do anything to make it right
To make this right again, to make it true
... For you

A Rain Soaked Romance - Perfect

On the outside
She thinks her life is just the sh*t
As for the inside
She's about ready to call it quits
And when she's with him
All she ever has to say is "sorry!"
And when he's with me
Well that should be another story

Perfect is an image that she likes to pose
Bottled up inside, is what no one really knows
That style is just something I wouldn't do
This is all because I'm perfect for you!

Not one person knows
Why she's always felt this way inside
Although I know
Why she suddenly has this state of mind
All the things she chose
To mess up those thoughts that were in track
She'll never expose
The reasons why she's never looking back

Perfect is an image that she likes to pose
Bottled up inside, is what no one really knows
That style is just something I wouldn't do
This is all because I'm perfect for you!

Now she's lost inside
Doesn't know what she will find...
Doesn't know when she'll unwind...
As for the outside
She thinks her life is just the sh*t!
And I think I'm ready to call it f*cking quits!

Perfect is an image that she likes to pose
Bottled up inside, is what no one really knows
That style is just something I wouldn't do
This is all because I'm perfect for you!

A Rain Soaked Romance - The End

I try to talk to someone but they never understand
The words the pour out of my mouth like rain, still can't stop the pain
It seems I'm dying, I have nowhere to go anymore
I swear I'm trying, when will it be like it was before?

Could this be the end?
I'm standing on the edge
Crying out but no one's listening
Just wanna run from all their whispering
... And now I'm slowly coming to an end

The cut's so deep it wouldn't even bleed
You're the one who made it, and I can't take it
So close to the vein, it's killing me, the pain
If I could just manage to get up and kill you
I can't tell you how much I fucking want to

Could this be the end?
I'm standing on the edge
Crying out but no one's listening
Just wanna run from all their whispering
... And now I'm slowly coming to an end

Could this be the end?
It seems I'm dying...
Could this be the end?
I swear I'm trying...
Could this be the end?
Could this be the end...

... Of me...

Could this be the end?
I'm standing on the edge
Crying out but no one's listening
Just wanna run from all their whispering
... And now I'm slowly coming to an end

A Rain Soaked Romance - Arguein' All The Time

I've figured out this life I'm livin' doesn't have to be the way it is now
I've thought about it and I truely have no idea how to get the hell out
So many directions to head in, but I can't see any of them clear
And now all our heads are left spinning, can we just get the fuck out of here!?

There was so many good times
And there were so many bad crimes
But look at what we've made ourselves a part of
We'd walk the alleyways and be castaways
We'd talk in rhyme but now we've got walls to climb
'Cause we're just arguein' all the time

You can all run, but you can't all hide
It's not hard for you to feel, the pain I hold deep inside
I've lived for this for so long, but I'm tired of living
I've left and now I'm long, gone, gone...

There was so many good times
And there were so many bad crimes
But look at what we've made ourselves a part of
We'd walk the alleyways and be castaways
We'd talk in rhyme but now we've got walls to climb
'Cause we're just arguein' all the time

Somebody take me away
'Cause I'm not wasting another day...

There was so many good times
And there were so many bad crimes
But look at what we've made ourselves a part of
We'd walk the alleyways and be castaways
We'd talk in rhyme but now we've got walls to climb
'Cause we're just arguein' all the time

A Rain Soaked Romance - Burning Inside

I can feel it all in my gut
I know you'd wanna kill me right now
It's so hard to keep this pain shut
I've got to find my way out, how?

Will the screaming ever stop?
Will I be the one to drop...
Down flat on my lonely fate

You're doing it again
It's tearing me apart
End of a fight again
Another one to start
It's burning me inside
Why can't I run and hide?
And save all these tears I've cried...

Why can't you just forget the lies?
You're stalking me with memories
Just try to look into my eyes
And find a way to cure this disease

Will the screaming ever stop?
Will I be the one to drop...
Down flat on my lonely fate

You're doing it again
It's tearing me apart
End of a fight again
Another one to start
It's burning me inside
Why can't I run and hide?
And save all these tears I've cried...

I can't believe you'd do it
I think I will right now, too
All we wanted was to commit...
It's so hard living without you

Will the screaming ever stop?
Will I be the one to drop...
Down flat on my lonely fate

You're doing it again
It's tearing me apart
End of a fight again
Another one to start
It's burning me inside
Why can't I run and hide?
And save all these tears I've cried...

A Rain Soaked Romance - Come and Rescue Me

Days go by and it's always raining
Weeks fly by and I'm still left wondering
Why all this pain? You have no idea...
Here it comes again... I just wanna see ya

I've been waiting forever, just to give my heart to you
Can we make it through?
I can never let you fade away...
So come and rescue me, so we can stay...

How come everytime I call...
You never have anything to say at all?
You're not listening to me anymore...
All you choose to do is just ignore
And here it comes again...

I've been waiting forever, just to give my heart to you
Can we make it through?
I can never let you fade away...
So come and rescue me, so we can stay...

I'm dying and I'm crying out loud, without you...
So come and rescue me...
...'Cause I need you

I've been waiting forever, just to give my heart to you
Can we make it through?
I can never let you fade away...
So come and rescue me, so we can stay...

A Rain Soaked Romance - Dear Dad

You don't know how hard it is
Watching her love someone else
The way he calls her "honey"
It makes me feel oh so sick
You're the one I'll always miss
There's nothing that I can do
I've never felt so lonely
Please don't tell me it's a trick

I know I should've been there for you
Truth is, I didn't know what the hell to do...

Dear Dad
I'm writing to tell you how I feel
Dear Dad
I'm writing to ask you "is this real?"
Dear Dad
I'm predicting all the words you'll say
Dear Dad
I'm hoping you'll come back one day
... As I seal the envelope shut

You left me, unexpected
And you left me, rejected
Now nobody's listening
It's like I'm held up on a string
A string sure to let me fall
These words I say, they spread like ashes
And these tears I lay, on my eyelashes, yeah

I know I should've been there for you
Truth is, I didn't know what the hell to do...

Dear Dad
I'm writing to tell you how I feel
Dear Dad
I'm writing to ask you "is this real?"
Dear Dad
I'm predicting all the words you'll say
Dear Dad
I'm hoping you'll come back one day
... As I seal the envelope shut

It's okay now, it's okay
Come back to me now, come back to me
I know it won't be easy...

I know I should've been there for you
Truth is, I didn't know what the hell to do...

Dear Dad, I'm writing to tell you...

Dear Dad
I'm writing to tell you how I feel
Dear Dad
I'm writing to ask you "is this real?"
Dear Dad
I'm predicting all the words you'll say
Dear Dad
I'm hoping you'll come back one day
... As I seal the envelope shut

A Rain Soaked Romance - Get Away

I sing this song
While you look me in the eyes
We were so strong
Until you told me those lies
(Those lies...)

It's been to long
You're telling me it's alright
It's all so wrong
Let me get away tonight
Let me get away from you tonight

This is too hard
Why do you love me like that?
Back at the start...
Don't even know where you're at
(Where you're at...)

It's been to long
You're telling me it's alright
It's all so wrong
Let me get away tonight
Let me get away from you tonight

Why do you love me like that?
Here we are, right back at the start
Don't even know where you're at, where you're at...

...'Cause it's been too long
You're telling me it's alright
I sing this song...
Let me get away from you tonight!

It's been to long
You're telling me it's alright
It's all so wrong
Let me get away tonight
Let me get away from you tonight

A Rain Soaked Romance - I Want My Life Back

(I want my life back, give my life back to me now)

Ever since I was with you
I haven't known which way's wrong or right
Ever since we've been through
I've been sitting here, wondering why
Wondering why all we ever did was fight
Why couldn't we make it right?
I just want to make this right...

I try to smile, I try to laugh, I try so hard to just move on
But I just can't seem to leave you in the past
It's killing me, destroying me
Give me one more chance and you will see
I want my life back, give my life back to me now

I walk into a crowded room
I try to scream but nothing comes out
Then my sweetest frustrations bloom
And now you've left me drowning in doubt
My head's spinning, and you'll keep winning
I can't keep losing, it's burning me up...

I try to smile, I try to laugh, I try so hard to just move on
But I just can't seem to leave you in the past
It's killing me, destroying me
Give me one more chance and you will see
I want my life back, give my life back to me now

... I guess I tried way too hard to just make things right
I just wanted to make this right...
I can't keep losing, I'm moving on, holding onto you was so wrong
You can't keep winning, I'm on my way
And it's burning me up...

I try to smile, I try to laugh, I try so hard to just move on
But I just can't seem to leave you in the past
It's killing me, destroying me
Give me one more chance and you will see
I want my life back, give my life back to me now

A Rain Soaked Romance - An Empty Heart

I'm stuck here, with an empty heart
I stop here, with nowhere to start
You never cease to amaze me
How could it all end so quickly?

All the time you took
Not even one of look
Of joy or love on your face...
I'm losing my sight
I'm losing my mind
Thoughts thrown all over the place...

The more you push me, the more you pull away
The things you told me, made me want to stay
To stay here with you today

I'm stuck here, with an empty heart
I stop here, with nowhere to start
You never cease to amaze me
How could it all end so quickly?

You'd never smile
Not for awhile
Remember those times we had...
I'm losing my faith
I'm losing my drive
You've made me so sad...

The more you push me, the more you pull away
The things you told me, made me want to stay
To stay here with you today

I'm stuck here, with an empty heart
I stop here, with nowhere to start
You never cease to amaze me
How could it all end so quickly?

Losing my sight...
Losing my mind...
Losing my faith...
Losing my drive...

Without you I can't survive!

I'm stuck here, with an empty heart
I stop here, with nowhere to start
You never cease to amaze me
How could it all end so quickly?

A Rain Soaked Romance - Another Day

I think I'm in love with you
You've helped me stopped screaming
You've made me start dreaming
There's nothing that I can't do
'Cause anything's possible
With you...

Now I can amount to so much more
You're the one who opened up the door
Opened up my eyes
And I won't waste another day
I won't comprimise...
The new sound of me today

I think that I should show you
What it feels like to know you
What it feels like to love you!
But what am I supposed to do?
It's hard to explain these things
With you...

Now I can amount to so much more
You're the one who opened up the door
Opened up my eyes
And I won't waste another day
I won't comprimise...
The new sound of me today

Now I will show you
What it feels like to know you
What it feels like to love you!
I know what I'm supposed to do
I'm able to explain these things
With you now!

Now I can amount to so much more
You're the one who opened up the door
Opened up my eyes
And I won't waste another day
I won't comprimise...
The new sound of me today