Acrostichon - Victims

you are so changed since i met you
vague moments seem to come more
often
why do you use it; throwing your life
away
tearing your friends and family with
you
first on party's, now you can't miss
your daily dose
an egoist or just a stupid bastard
don't you see there's more to live for
you seem to be content, but are you ?
why ? are you thinking only about yourself
how ! can you live like this; you only have yourself
when ! will you realize, when will you realize
victims ! why can't you see
sometimes i wonder why people use drugs
started as a game now there's nothing left for you
it isn't cool; it doesn't solve problems
you just create other ones you don't see
your body and emotions are like a shrinking nut
surrounded by a haze of unreality
creating your own perfect chaos
neverending ignorance

Acrostichon - Zombies

Totally controlled
It has filled your mind
Attracted all your feelings
Caught you from behind
Keeps away the thoughts
From your consious life
Removes all the pleasure
Hurts you like a knife
No emotions in your face
Apathetic creature
A zombie (that's what you are)
And you are on your own
Tell me there's a way
For me to take away your pain
Fill me in on the horrors
That haunt your brain
ZOMBIES!!
[REPEAT VERSE I TWO TIMES]

Acrostichon - Forgotten

i am clean forgotten
as a dead man out of mind
i am become like a broken vessel
for i have heard
the blasphemy of the multitude
ans fear is on every side
while they conspire against me
drowning in a sea
a sea of twisted shapes
escaping from reality
not knowing how to behave
i find myself in the last fase
prepare for neverending days
beyond consious life
i feel myself die
i left my innosense behind
i heard the distant cries
i know your cause, your task
so please take down that mask

Acrostichon - Guilt

guilt is growing in my head
building on a painful past
distorting all i think and see
my mask is your reality
innosense on it's own
among the tempting forces
i'd so much like to fit in
but i'm a victim of society
[chorus]
our depreciated world
one big chicken house
filled with selfishness
is growing worse
hypnotized, then wide awake
i had to shift the blame to me
then sliding into
a sickening pit of beastial pleasure
performed my fear and fantasy
forgot about reality
acted compulsive, non-intentionally
bear the truth deep in me
[chorus]
unstoppable, on the first impulse
desperate, the only way to forget
immediate, relief, social isolation
bitterness, the price of control
[repeat]
now living with the burden
in my callous brain
reliving this certain crime each day
my punishment is here to stay
[chorus]

Acrostichon - Pain

portraits; all over this wall
murdered morals taking my fall
velvet footsteps caressing the floor
listen carefully; i want to be shure
the pig is laughing; moments of doubt
addicted to hatred; forcing the pain
all these portraits remind me of the
water is burning; forcing away
slip into
the sin of living
has been forgiven
i ask for war
(but) i'm getting more
i don't understand
i suck the barrel
i lick the bullet
it removes my mind
to a faraway place
where there's still space
for my kind
the pig is laughing; moments of doubt
addicted to hatred; forcing the pain

Acrostichon - Scarred

Voices inside
Keep on twisting my thoughts
things that are rationally right
sre crooked to me
but i make it work my way
the thoughts inside
are painfully and cruel
but they are a fuel so strong
that it makes my life go wrong
i seek their pain
to ease my mind
it makes pain in my head
seem less bright
and brings me closer to delight
i feel my past
getting control over me
when will i be freed
from this misery
when my mind let me be
it seems that no
body understands
the pain that's in my head
it's only eased by death
it's the only way to live
it seems that no
body understands
that chaos in my life
it's hurting me so much
i want to hurt somebody else
a memory of burning flesh
is the deepest thought for me
the shadows keep hurting me
it's blackening all of this

Acrostichon - Sentenced

born out of love
in a world of hatred
no future a birth
death always to close
falling of rain
memories fade away
a new start of life
in decay of death
only way out
is too far away
my entire race
lives his last day
a source of hope
in a world gone mad
peace at last
after millions are dead
back into hell; certain of death
after all the horrors; i've now found peace
i create my own destiny; in my last breath
i'm free at last

Acrostichon - Shelter

misery's pouring down
impossible to ignore
everywhere he goes
his head gets filled with more
never mind direction
the clouds will always haunt
like a knive above his head
killing without a sound
always on the run
knowing he can't hide
unable to reach his shelter
'cause his shelter lies inside
doomed to walk the earth
with this burden on his mind
trying to erase the scars
no shelter he will find

Acrostichon - Sleepless

staring blind; there'sonly
darkness
bothered by too many thoughts
thoughts of this scattered
world
filled with only bitterness
the more i try to ease my mind
the more sorrow i feel
the more i try to find the
problem
the less it seems to care
walking through a land of memories
a world that's now irrelevant
tomorow's comming much to close
still i've got no peace of mind
getting angry at myself
because of my self-compassion
as if there are no other problems
than the life of luxury i live
reality is fading away
finally my mind is slipping blanc
already sk's turning grey
arival of another day

Acrostichon - Havoc

We fight on this field of honour
Maimed bodies everywhere
We mystify our feelings
Thinking anyone cares
This mystical sphere
Malice of the mind
We will soon die here
Our bodies they won't find
They call this a field of honour
But I just feel pain
Four of us against an army
It is just insane
Malediction of the mind
We're the tyrants quarries
Fairy massacre
Is there life beyond death
The tyrants soldiers
Try to pierce my heart
My armour won't last for long
Mind and body will part
Blood enters my mouth
I try to scream
I see blood everywhere
Is this true or just a dream

Acrostichon - Mentally Deficient

I set my foot in my cottage
Eyes attracted by human debris
Floorboards covered in spinal fluids
Oozing liquid putresence
Open the fridge; gory sight
Human remains; total disgust
Mummified body concealed
Rotting corpse beneath
Digging up corpses from remote graves
Deathmasks fill every space on the wall
Walking through the house dressed in human skin
Wearing them for hours for peculiar thrills
Am I the source of these human remains
My mind is blank, eternal haze
I cannot remember the things I've done
Lost remembrance, consiousness gone

Acrostichon - Relics

Walls covered in bloodstains
Door bolted from the inside
Bedclothes ripped off
Tangled in bloodstained garments
Raw mass of human flesh
Once it was a woman
Cold blooded experiment
Deformed anatomy
Ears and nose had been ripped off the corpse
Pharynx torn
Facial features obliterated
Lower portion of the body
Including the uterus had been cut out
Removed and lacerated
On the table beside the bed
Like two pieces of meat... sickly placed
Those mounds of flesh proved to be the victims breasts
Symmetrically arranged
Her heart and kidneys
Bits of flesh hanging from picture frame nails
Ten weeks came to a climax
Killing number eight
Cruel bestiality

Acrostichon - Walker of Worlds

Walker of worlds
Filled with men
Celtic tradition
Human forms will burn
Grotesque male formed starue
Structured maze of wood
Hundreds die by fire
Human forms will burn
Skin drips off like wax
The stench of burning blood
Their final experience
Cauterized 'till death
Reality is illusion
I have broken through
Soul will survive
To walk the dark path
Giant wooden skeleton
Prison walls in human form
Wickerman
Human forms will burn
Walker of worlds
Exchange of dimension
Going to where's no god
Just darkness and desire
Human forms will burn

Acrostichon - Engraved in Black

There's no turning back
Back out of life
Life's adversity
A grotesque contradiction
Drowning in hope
Hope gets distorted
Distorted mental state
Feel the pain of life
I hold in contempt
Those without thoughts
A stupid kind of happyness
Not aware of what's to come
[CHORUS]
Scarce moment of joy
To good to be true
Feelings lighten up
Who will take it away
Thinking you've got friends
Feeling good inside
Comparative moments
Of joy will fade away
Gaining feelings
It feels so good inside
Comparative moments of joy
Will be taken away
[CHORUS]
People surrounding me
Don't understand my ways
Forcing myself into depression
[CHORUS]
Going through a mental hell
Bust up my own mind
Comparative moment of joy
Has been taken away
Time after time
Things seem so different
Don't grow attached to people
They'll take it all away

Acrostichon - Snapshot

i'm riding the lies
sweet forest of lies
my own few lines
between my eyes
i feel the rage; i touch my lips
taste the blood drawn from my wrists
it tastes so good; i dance the walls of fire
my fears are satisfied through darkness and desire

Acrostichon - Dehumanized

Haunted with fear
Watch the others die
Experience of fear
Human forms will burn
Dehumanizing beings
Fill the wickerman
Celtic folk tradition
Human forms will burn
I cannot believe
I deserve this fate
Others did it too
Hundreds of them are here
Giant wooden statue
Filled with criminals
Exterior beauty
Hundreds will die tonights
Smell of burning flesh
Entering my brain
Skin turns to black
Blood boils, Death
[REPEAT I]